Higher Purpose: Tired of Losing

I went to college. I have a job. It's objectively decent, subjectively "meh." My biggest fear is that I will fail to reach my actual dreams and goals, which are unsurprisingly unrelated to the job where I'm forced to spend too much of my time. Such is life.

Time. Money. Annoying ass people. Fatigue. Things that I have been losing the battle against. Things that will never go away.

Why do I continue to lose? Because I can't get over myself. I let things distract me, discourage me, I allow myself to feel complacent, to feel unmotivated, to find comfort in the fucking mediocrity.

I can't blame anyone or anything else for the situation I'm in. It's on me. With that, I know that I'm meant for more. Fuck the system, fuck the noise. Make the changes necessary in order to progress towards the life, goals, and dreams that are truly YOURS. What do YOU want? Aren't you tired of losing? Do you want to hold yourself back forever?